If i stay movie

“Sometimes you make choices in life and sometimes choices make you.” 



itu adalah penggalan quotes fave saya di film if i stay

im a big fan of romance movie, since im a melancholic person

beside a walk to remember, my sister's keeper
this one also makes me cry like a baby! 
.... and ive watched it 3 times of the next day

the story is simple
about a girl who fall in love with a boy (a front man of a band, hot, i know)
but turns out life doesnt conspire them to be together and they have to choose different path
there's also an accident, the girl in coma, fighting between life or death, bla bla bla

well something like that

but musical movie, always fascinate me

im in love with the band, willamette stone

here's the song list : 
- heart like yours
- i want what u have
- i never wanted to go
- today

go watch it :) 

ps : not recommended for broken hearted one

ebi chan

ebi chan

nama aslinya Siti Nur Azizah Fermana Putri

we used to call her Jija from Azizah

but she amazingly very good with words and sentences

she named me Pipo based on my favorite cartoon tee

she named my other sister dude due to no clear reason

and she named my brother poki, i assume it because absurd reason also

but, most important, she called herself ebi, means udang

before ebi she had named herself wabaki, means sendal

she's so cute and loving

very tractable as a kid

no one's in our family hate her

my youngest sister

now she become so big and tall
already in high school
she gets into SMAN 28
i tho she wasnt that smart but she proved me wrong :)
even she's not as genius as my other sister, uty, she's really dilligent and vibrant

hiya eb, keep learning and struggling

i know you can be more than me and dude :)

loves,
pips

pair of glasses

Byk orang berpendapat bahwasanya kita ini diciptakan berpasangan

Seperti halnya garpu dan sendok, gembok dan kunci, magnet utara dan selatan

Namun contoh pasangan td merupakan yg saling melengkapi, dimana jika berdiri sendiri tidak memiliki fungsi sedemikian baik seperti jika mereka bersinergi

Ada lagi pasangan dalam bentuk sepasang anting, sepasang kaus kaki dan sepasang sarung tangan

Pasangan tipe ini merupakan pasangan yg memiliki kesamaan.. yang membawa mereka bersatu sehingga dapat menjalankan fungsinya dengan maksimal

Saya percaya apapun jenis tipe pasangan yg ditakdirkan memiliki satu tujuan yaitu efektifitas dalam azas manfaat

Kalau kamu sm pasangan, tipenya apa? :)
atau bagi yg belum punya, kira kira lebih prefer yg mana?

Kalau saya prefer and alhamdulillah sedang menjalani yg tipe pertama
pros cons pasti byk g usah d tanya hehe but i love differences, somehow it makes me more "alive"

my loss

You never know when will you lose someone,esp someone u love,someone who really meant for u.. you'll never be ready for that.. my grand's gone..
In the same year.. i lost 2 people who really meant for me

1. My grand mother - from my father
she was very beautiful, in indonesia we called it "kembang desa"
she was kind, but so silent, too silent as a grand mother.. she was very introvert person
she barely speak her needs and always avoid to asked something..
she didnt leave us because suffer from some kind of disease, she was just getting old
She was live in cibadak, sukabumi.. but around 1 year before she passed away she started living with my family in jkt.. she stayed across my room.. but due to my activities i see her not that often.. and that something time u cant buy

2. My grand father - from my mother
He was a very kind man... one thing that will always remind me of him,that he used to tell everyone he met that he had a grand daughter who became a doctor.. he was so proud of me (even tho actually im a dentist not a doctor) it is such a big lost and hard for me to let him go... im not around him when he's dying :(

So lesson for all of us..... be loving and kind-hearted all the time.. treat everyone as best as u could because you never know the value of a moment until it is become a memory

No one's live forever

if a song could get me you

I could try it with a waltz
I could try rock 'n' roll
I could try it with the blues
If a song would do

I could sing it high or low
When I let you go you know
I thought it was for the best
Now it is so obvious

So here it is, here it goes
I could try rock 'n' roll
A change-your-life-forever-tune
If a song could get me you
I could make it high or low
Sing it on the radio
If that is what I need to do
If a song could get me you

I could run for miles and miles
I'd take off and I'd start flying
I could cross land and sea
If you'd just believe me
I should not have hurt you so
This old house is not a home
Without you here, there's no use
I've got no time left to lose

So here it is, here it goes
I could try rock 'n' roll
A change-your-life-forever-tune
If a song could get me you
I could make it high or low
Sing it on the radio
If that is what I need to do
If a song could get me you

If a song could get me through
I'd sing my way right back to you
Tell me how, to make it right
Tell me now, I'll start tonight
I know I could make it last

I swear to you that if I knew
What I was getting myself into
I wouldn't answer to my fears
I'd never leave you standing there
Just look at me

If you'd only see me
I would prove my love for you
I could swallow half the moon
Just tell me where, tell me when
I will have you back again